This work is questioner or shifting between questions and answers. it is moment before formulation. It is recognitions, when you can feel question or sense about something unknown and exiting, which is arising from unconsciousness.
Idea for solo came from my personal diary and it was the easiest part from this work. And as it usually happens idea formed from insight, which happened with me in one of the first choreography sessions.
However, the hardest part was transition from idea to a real practical work.
Frist of all, to begin my practice I stared with library, when I made research and found excellent book - A Choreographer's Handbook written by Jonathan Burrows. it was my assistant and my support to keep working on the solo, especially in moments, when I stuck. And that kind of moments was a lot. But how I found for myself before - only difficulties are encouraging growth.
Following part was start to work in studio and how I wrote previous, spring-broad was sequence from choreography session.
Play with movements and exploration of movements was another challenge for me. To let go, was my thought, but how. And answer to this question I found in one of Placing for Practice in Context sessions. It was definition of Modernity - art for art itself and movement for movement itself.
PDP project encouraged me to start filming and noticing, what I am doing in studio for solo assessment. And it helped to notice, how I develop my work.
For development very helpful were opinions from others, which was given in choreography sessions and in studio rehearsals. I also notice that working with others, for example the studio booking with course-mates, is good way how to move and keep going.
In general, working on solo was tough and painful challenge for my, which stared to build up my consciousness, what it means to be an artist and what is dance as an art form.
From self-observation and many dialogs with my self, I found out that morning and evening, especially moments before total awakens or unconsciousness, is my time. Time, when I want to be with my self , separate from society, and at the same time with out filing of loneliness.
